Im realizing now that I am where I am because of me..man..God is so good..do you ever just think sometimes..why does He even bother with me..I do some of the craziest things..even when i know better..and feel like a DOG when looking back on it..what did He ever do to me to make me not want to fully serve Him..
I have so much peace in my life..I sleep great..Im not a worrier..I thank God for allowing me to see first hand who my real friends are NOW instead of me struggling to figuring it out down the road..I still live with my parents..theyre giving me the opportunity to save money and get myself together before I decide to move out...theyve been married for 23 years..Ive never seen verbal, physical, or sexual abuse in my home..I was brought up in the church..I honestly have so much knowledge alone spiritually I could write a book..books actually..I live in a good neighborhood..I have a pretty good job..no kids..no HUGE responsibilities..no "man" issues..no relationship..no stress..im not constantly thinking about who's out to get me for what I have..
Have I been taking advantage of all of this..no..I thank God for bringing it to my attention that I need to set up a blog because I can get a lot off my chest and actually sit and read my innermost thoughts..I dont know...its not enough for people to tell me or me to think about it..just seeing it in words does so much more..
God put me on this earth for a reason..im getting there..I know that apart of my purpose is to do GREAT things with my life to inspire and help others..I am blessed beyond measure with what I have already...and I pray that everytime someone reads my blog it encourages them to do better for themselves...Its time out for being lazy..make some big moves..no time for the games or the setbacks..enough of watching others live their dreams..its time to do me..and you need to do you..forget what others might say or how they feel about it..let go of the dream killers or if it isnt that easy to let go...use them as motivation..
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